Its again the blushit luck fucked me. I don’t want to cry coz I lost something that was very important of my life. I lost my heart again. Its really pains a lot coz my heart went away leaving my whole body apart. What can I do. Just wait and see…..Its again……….

I was feared all the time about this incidence before, I don’t want to let the luck do this…But its not me that is controlling my way. I don’t know who is this…I can’t blame anyone coz I don’t see anyone beined. If I say it was God, I left believing the existance of god. I don’t think there is God. I used to be a big of God before, though I didn’t get anything. At present I am not and won’t be ever. If there was god real then I shouldn’t kicked by my luck since I have don’t knowthing to break the rule of humanity, the rule of mankind.

Anyway, need to accept what th bullshit luck provides me. I am happily accepting this. Ya its real I getting pain myself. But I know I have to face this to cope with this fucking pain so that I can walk again happily. I will show to my bullshit luck that I can live, nomatter how much pain it provide me..Haha its santosh, I can do it. Wow! I am not sad. I am happy coz I’m alone……hahahahaha